you're a mystery yourself

Sunday, January 25, 2009

3:11 AM

life is but a sigh.

'li juan is a cheerful and happy-go-lucky person'

'li juan is a pretty and sporty girl'

'li juan is very friendly girl who is good in science'

'li juan is a very encouraging girl, a very sincere friend'

Those are the comments that my primary school classmates wrote about me.
It is on a piece of heart-shaped green colour paper.
Our form teacher forced everyone in the class to write something for one another before we graduate from primary school.

I was very happy to recieve the compliments from them. Hardly anybody praise me.
As i grow older, all i hear from the adults were:

'you are a disappointment to me'
'you are a disappointment to me'

even up to till now.

I wish i could take away the mask i wear everyday, to really smile. What is the equation of being happy, to attain happiness? Why am i being forced to grow up faster than everyone elses? Why the pressure is on me to earn money is on the basic survival.

people just dont understand why i strive so hard in life.
if you are in my shoe, would you allow people to point finger at you and say ' li juan you are damn useless in the family'
or would you rather prove them wrong.

enlighten me, before you sentence me 'death sentence'

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