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Thursday, January 31, 2008

9:34 PM

Eugene ang is so random. I guess he is too bored after his test. He is such a good friend indeed.

Anyway.

Looking forward to sunday! I am on morning shift and that means I can spent quality time with Wilson after i knock off! Finally. (:

&the beauty.

6:36 PM

Went to gym yesterday, finally I did cardio training! Been doing a lot of resistance training at work place but never the chance for cardio because I don’t feel like sweating. Wanted to tan at first but weather is not very good. ):

Went to see Kaele after Wilson knocked off, no news of improvement from the veterinarian. But I really hope Kaele will be well again.

Yesterday Wilson held my hand for the first time, with his family members around. I was on the clouds and my heart was beating so hard. I felt so loved. He normally will not hold my hand and will let go of my hand when his family members are around. And the walk to his vehicle, with him holding my hand seems so beautiful. I was so happy that I forgot to bid his family goodbye.

I am a happy girl.

I want to hold your hand no matter how tough the road is for us.

I want to hold your hand till our hair turns grey.

&the beauty.

11:35 PM

As usual, was late for work. Took a cab again.

Dreamt of dad, whenever I dream of him, it is always him scolding me. Lecturing me about this guy I used to go out with. Ask me about this guy, I can tell you that I totally forget how is it like to be in a relationship with him. He is the past, a very faded past of my life. Anyhow.

So, called up my dad to see how he is doing. Been a month since I last talked to him I suppose. Before we hang up, he asked to meet up for dinner one day. I almost tear. It reminds me how distant our relationship is. I hate this feeling.

Wilson’s dog, Kaele is sick and is being hospitalised. Went to see her just now and was being told that her kidney has failed. I am not into dogs but kaele is different. I used to think that peole who cry over lost of dog is mad. Now i finally know the feeling. I miss her, and i want her to get well. I cant stop crying, i dont know why.

This is taken when she is already sick.

I really hope she will get well.

It hurts me to see her this way.

&the beauty.

6:59 AM

Does age matters? To me, to a certain extend. But what amuses me is the way people will react when they get to know your real age. I always keep my age a mystery, because I don’t like prejudice. If you feel that you usually don’t act like the people at your age, you will get what I mean by prejudice. And I can’t deny that I have the inexperience side of me, I am eager to learn. I want to be successful, at a young age.

Face the reality, I always remind myself. Sometimes I can’t. The past still hunt me but I am trying, trying to move on. I know the responsibility that put on me to grow and mature is greater than anyone else around my age, because I am pretty much left alone to tend to my own needs. I can’t just stretch out my hand when I am short of money, and I can’t just throw my temper at home when I had a bad day outside.

I know God is fair; life will be much better and going to be great. (:

Cheers to this beautiful Sunday!

&the beauty.

1:01 AM

Today wasn't a good day for me, especially the start of the day. I woke up late, 12pm. But i can be just in time for work (by MRT) if i hurry. So, I showered, changed and swallow down my lunch so that i can catch the 138 bus to AMK station at 12:50pm. The damn bus was late, ended up taking cab from amk hub to my work place, ah neh cab somemore. The smell is horrible.

I could have taken my own sweet time at home preparing myself and eat slowly.

Random Photos at work.

Didnt know Jay Chou's chinese name is spelt this way. Saw him in person, not as handsome as i thought though.

I know i look stupid, dont laugh.

Jan

Eddic and me.

I seriously look so hideous. I hate shift work, they make you look 10years older and ugly.

&the beauty.

10:55 PM

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