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Saturday, March 22, 2008

9:29 PM

I almost scared myself to dead.

Why?

The mirror reflection of me.

The totally shag, unglam and the unplucked/unkept eyebrows of me. And those pimples that I squeeze (YOU! itchy hand) left damn unsightly scars on my face.

MY FACE IS INFESTED WITH UGLY PIMPLES SCARS.

DAMN.

&the beauty.

9:41 PM

Mum and little brother is in town from Bangkok.

But they went to Genting Highland this morning, i cant help it but feeling empty when i woke up to an empty room.

How am i suppose to be when they really leave me on 31th back to Bangkok?

I hate this feeling.

Dear Mum,
You know i love you though we drifted apart. You are still the important person in my life whom i look up to.
Nothing else matter anymore when i could just be with you.
I dont know if you feel the same as i do.

Mum,
There were many silent and teary nights for your daughter,
Because sometimes she can't really handle the cruel world
And
Nobody to turn to
Nobody to tell her there is still mummy by her side.

Mum,
I love you.

&the beauty.

8:06 PM

Fucking cunt.

Irritating. I don’t care who is reading this but this is making me real mad. This is the first time ever that I work with so much unhappiness. Its either the company is really lousy with no proper training to the staffs or the staffs are just plain irresponsible and unprofessional for the whatever position they are holding.

Cunt.

Okay, the thing is staffs have to fulfill 8hours of work a day. And management staff doesn’t have overtime pay as their fucking pay is fixed, so does that means that you cant stay after 8 hours at work? I don’t fucking care if I am paid for the overtime that I worked, I don’t need the few dollars.

But I help and stay on if needed to, but do you ever appreciate that?

May I ask what is a schedule for when you as a big shot don’t follow what you have planned? For a show to the someone above you? How about us?

Do you think what you did is fair?

How irresponsible.

How to even respect you?

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