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Thursday, April 23, 2009

6:10 PM

Just came back from Thailand and today i am down with dont know what sickness. Home sick? That made my tummy so uncomfortable? Or its last night dinner that is playing the trick on me?

Slept till 4pm and woke up with a bad headache. And as usual when i am not around, I'll call up the office and ask if everything is okay. Going to have dinner at home later and uncle will be fetching me to the doctor. Ah, i am feeling like crap.

Oh and i got my PR. Hmmmm, not exactly that happy i dont know why but a relive that i got it somehow. I am unsure what is next in life, and when the thing i really wanted came to me i am all lost. Hope to really have a business of my own, maybe continue the family business for my mum? Market Bee products? Or even selling of dessert? I hate office job, i hate routines, because that makes a person draw a fixed salary. Every single month.

Thailand.
Why human cry when they are emotional? Why some people are so good in controlling their tears while others just cant and wept away. The feeling get intense when i walked into the Thai airport immigration to get my passport stamped, my tears rolled down uncontrollably while queuing up there. I dare not look at my Mum who is standing behind the stained glass of the immigration area because i know its going to be many months or even up to a year before i can see her again. The warmth of my Mum/home, can never be felt here at Singapore.

I felt so silly to still cry at this age.
I think i resemble Mum alot.

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