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Thursday, October 30, 2008

1:45 AM

I wish i have the time to sit down and go through/reflect on my life happenings everyday.

There are always something to learn at the end of the day.

Time does not permits me to blog it out.

I am too caught up with work.
Friends asked me, you slogged so hard, what do you get in returns?
You forsake your social life for work. You forsake your friends for work. You forsake your family for work.

I would like to know what i can get in returns too.
I dont work hard.

I commit myself to my work.
There's a great different there.
Please take note. (:

Good night.

&the beauty.

10:54 AM

Love.
Love keeps you going.
Love makes you gay.
Love is life.

Still remember when you were a kid back then and you had a teeny weeny crush on this guy/girl in your school?

I still remember that guy in my primary school, and of cause i remember that feeling too.
And also a big crush on my science teacher back in secondary school.
And boy, when i look back now, i feel so silly.

Butterflies in stomach. Silly smiles.

You guys were friend. Nothing more. But a special feeling grew, but it stop there.

Stop. (:

An infatuation which will defintely fade. And it did.

What is crush?
You cant choose your crushes and sometimes it sneaks up on you. Woah, who was that?
Its abit like the romantic love grown up feels towards each other, abit like that.
And it is exciting. HAHA.

I wonder how does it feel like to have a crush again at this age.
Do you wonder too? (:

&the beauty.

2:07 AM

Birthday.

As usual, people ask me ' li juan, how old are you this year?'

Me: ' i am 15, turning 16, every year!'

Ok, just stop asking how old am i. I dont like people to know. (:
I dont celebrate birthdays. And of cause no cake for very long time till this year.

Present, i dont expect present as well. Birthday is just a birthday to me.

I feel proud that mum gave birth to me, she love me.

Guess Watch by my 'gugu and family'

HAHA, by Joseph from my office.

By Wilson. Thanks honey.

Most expensive of all, mui mui clutch bag. By my colleagues.

Last weekend, went to mount Faber.

And this place reminds me of Mum.

Wilson brought Mum and little brother here the other time they were here.

Updates for the weekend.

Sat, Worked. Nothing much. Went to have supper with Wilson and his friends.

And this bugger fell asleep right after he finished his food.

Sunday. Went to East Coast Park after mass.

Cycling Day! Nice Weather too.

Our Rented bicycle.

Rest. After we Cycled for 1hour.

Good Night!

WORK WORK.

Its a matter of opportunity, and i believe in putting my best in whatever i do.

I know i will be successful. Someone told me i can do it and i believed him.

Because i have faith. (:

&the beauty.

3:03 AM

one bloodly bugger china student pissed me off today.

'you are just a service staff here' he said to me.

fine.

i am just a service staff who needs to beg you to give me your handsome passport sized photo
and
to ask you to remember to attend class.

and you came down to school just to hear me say the word 'sorry'
because
i was so rude over the phone when you turned nasty.

you are the king because you paid for the school fee
and
i dont have the right to ask you for student pass and your handsome photo.

just what do u want to show?
you told me you rushed down from the north to the school,
just because of me?
i said thank you, you are so efficient to you because i told you to give them on monday instead.

i wasnt being sarcastic.

you are being petty.
why am i so upset then?
because i am just a service staff.

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